NoisyCell - Innocence (TV Size) by pishifat

this will be osu maps in 2008

this map makes me emotional every time i see it. i remember inspoing this for my own map of this song back in 2018. i was too insecure to actually keep this uploaded in the osu servers so i deleted it off bancho and it sat in my hard drive. this map no longer exists, my laptop stopped working one day. i would do anything to get this map back.

i only remember certain parts of my map in my head. i keep forgetting it more by the year. now, i only remember what a few patterns look like. it was sort of a mix of this map and old Delis inspo back when they exclusively mapped with bezier slidrs. yes, i feel regret not keeping this map. im not sure how much i blame myself though, i didnt know the importance of archiving at this stage of my life. however, i also think the fading memory of this forever lost map makes the pishifat map and this song so much more sentimental to me.