I think this game is a joke and that there are no human beings behind computer screen in my headspace and that I should get a button to instantly kill 4 billion people
And I don't see this game as anything close to an artistic medium or like anything worth viewing through an analytic lens at this point because I can;'t like kill someone with just a 30kb .osu file or make someone go blind with that so like what's the point
This mapping thing got really boring once I realized that no one is going to like the same maps for the same reason as me or the same techniques used in maps for the same reason as me or notice the same small details in maps as me because whenever I go to talk about these things that I find cool it seems like I am trying to explain a hallucination to someone it's like disgusting now to try to transmit these things whether in map or text form because I can';t like upload my consciousness in map I make so it's like what's the poi9nt at that point idk this map is fun on DT though
I'm not allowed to funny comment on this site without it getting deleted but people can type and give me brain damage for free I'm the most oppressed user in this community
00:19:860 (1) - this is cool too i was gonna write something about why i find seemingly unpolished older maps like this interesting but someone else can figure out now ya allah please let some random user on this website feel even 1% of my anguish for 60 seconds
to make a slightly more serious comment i think its not so good for improvement especially after a lot of experience to set up in ur mind that xy type mappers approach mapping "correctly" and you need to completely emulate what they do to make a "correct" map cuz like what good does it do to deny all of your accumulated experience as a player & a mapper to adapt to something that isn't instantly agreeable with u
there are 20000000000000000000000000000 ways to make a correct map and the greatest thing about mapping is that you are allowed to explore all those ways and take the great parts of all those ways to make a "correct map"
i never felt myself that I could fully grasp more concepts that other good maps built itself on or maybe I disagreed with them in some way but taking the parts of those maps that I liked and not doing the rest that I disliked got me decently far i think
but whenever I try to deny parts of my own experience, my own shit that i do spontaneously in the pursuit of making what i found "correct" at the time I just got insanely bored of mapping
so I think denying yourself from being expressed in you make is the worst thing you can do as a mapper
but if you can find the balance of adopting things that you like that could possibly be found in other maps whilst keeping the things exclusive to you as a mapper visible in your maps that's when most mappers would agree that you've made a "great" thing
and the greatest thing about mapping is that this kind of "layering" of concepts and experiences and skills can be expressed in any kind of map regardless of how intricate the map's structural decisions are
baddy they hook monstrata up to ILM E KSHNOOM super computir in 2016 to make true blue double time 2 please catch for learn this https://archive.org/details/20200722_20200722_1438یزدان پناه باد
@dragonicz imagine u tell 48 people 2 jump in fire and its like they actually do it u know what i mean like u know what i mean its like u can make 48 people jump in a fire for no reason
I think this game is a joke and that there are no human beings behind computer screen in my headspace and that I should get a button to instantly kill 4 billion people
Lord when can I delete my account
Disgusting game
And I don't see this game as anything close to an artistic medium or like anything worth viewing through an analytic lens at this point because I can;'t like kill someone with just a 30kb .osu file or make someone go blind with that so like what's the point
This mapping thing got really boring once I realized that no one is going to like the same maps for the same reason as me or the same techniques used in maps for the same reason as me or notice the same small details in maps as me because whenever I go to talk about these things that I find cool it seems like I am trying to explain a hallucination to someone it's like disgusting now to try to transmit these things whether in map or text form because I can';t like upload my consciousness in map I make so it's like what's the poi9nt at that point idk this map is fun on DT though
i would have dt fc on this top diff I if i didnt have 1 year long attention lapses
I like revurii's part a lot but don't like the rest of the map
if only you can rate a map 6
Girl wallah this site is misoginist
I'm not allowed to funny comment on this site without it getting deleted but people can type and give me brain damage for free I'm the most oppressed user in this community
00:19:860 (1) - this is cool too i was gonna write something about why i find seemingly unpolished older maps like this interesting but someone else can figure out now ya allah please let some random user on this website feel even 1% of my anguish for 60 seconds
i kinda just yapped the whole time about nothing in total so i will go back to making nonsensical and offensive comments
to make a slightly more serious comment i think its not so good for improvement especially after a lot of experience to set up in ur mind that xy type mappers approach mapping "correctly" and you need to completely emulate what they do to make a "correct" map cuz like what good does it do to deny all of your accumulated experience as a player & a mapper to adapt to something that isn't instantly agreeable with u
there are 20000000000000000000000000000 ways to make a correct map and the greatest thing about mapping is that you are allowed to explore all those ways and take the great parts of all those ways to make a "correct map"
i never felt myself that I could fully grasp more concepts that other good maps built itself on or maybe I disagreed with them in some way but taking the parts of those maps that I liked and not doing the rest that I disliked got me decently far i think
but whenever I try to deny parts of my own experience, my own shit that i do spontaneously in the pursuit of making what i found "correct" at the time I just got insanely bored of mapping
so I think denying yourself from being expressed in you make is the worst thing you can do as a mapper
but if you can find the balance of adopting things that you like that could possibly be found in other maps whilst keeping the things exclusive to you as a mapper visible in your maps that's when most mappers would agree that you've made a "great" thing
and the greatest thing about mapping is that this kind of "layering" of concepts and experiences and skills can be expressed in any kind of map regardless of how intricate the map's structural decisions are
i dont understand why they dont let neilperry map more on his own map :((((((((((((
baddy they hook monstrata up to ILM E KSHNOOM super computir in 2016 to make true blue double time 2 please catch for learn this https://archive.org/details/20200722_20200722_1438یزدان پناه باد
The greatest double time map ever maddew
Why dat toybot diff is 2.94 now its a good map
why this have messy tag it not accurate and also overl;ap reading is not accurate and also remove all tag from site
Please remove avant garde as a tag from the site as a whole it is still very bad three years later
I never really thought the base structure of this map was compatible with the slider design but also this plays f(unny)ine
^ i do exaactly this but put 1000 overlap also to mind control people
you can steal shit from random mappers and make it so no one will notice until you say to them this is the only funny part of mapping
https://contagious.s-ul.eu/V6M0xyGJ
https://contagious.s-ul.eu/wBV0SyT7
@dragonicz imagine u tell 48 people 2 jump in fire and its like they actually do it u know what i mean like u know what i mean its like u can make 48 people jump in a fire for no reason