jun with Alison - SUNKiSS <3 DROP ~jun Side~ by Luscent

This mapping thing got really boring once I realized that no one is going to like the same maps for the same reason as me or the same techniques used in maps for the same reason as me or notice the same small details in maps as me because whenever I go to talk about these things that I find cool it seems like I am trying to explain a hallucination to someone it's like disgusting now to try to transmit these things whether in map or text form because I can';t like upload my consciousness in map I make so it's like what's the poi9nt at that point idk this map is fun on DT though

And I don't see this game as anything close to an artistic medium or like anything worth viewing through an analytic lens at this point because I can;'t like kill someone with just a 30kb .osu file or make someone go blind with that so like what's the point

Disgusting game

you can try to detach mapping from art all you want but the problem you are having is an art problem. its hard to talk about abstract things

if you cant kill someone with a 30kb .osu file its your skill issue because there must be people who ended themselves over a beatmap

+ yeah this maps fun to DT

Lord when can I delete my account

Please don't say that Can I help

that awkward moment when u catch feelings for a crap art medium